Currently listening to: Zee Avi - Bitter Heart

I love her. She's a one lucky girl.. I would say that she's been living my dream life when I was younger.. I want to do just that! Play music, sing, and have fun while creating happy atmosphere for people. And the most interesting thing that she did was to perform at Bonnaroo Music Festival 2009 at Manchester, Tennessee!!! For those of you who don't have any idea on the music fest, please google it and you would understand. I've been to Bonnaroo 2007 and I've experienced it. It's undescribable... =)

The only thing is that...

1. I don't know how to play musical intruments - only a wee bit of guitar & piano
2. I don't know how to write songs
3. I don't have that kind of voice
4. I believe that we should start from young and I am 25; quarter of a century now
5. I don't have enough money to buy guitar, take lessons and time - this will always be an excuse instead of a problem
6. I don't have a sense of style, I just love tshirt and shorts
7. I have too many commitments; work & family which are the 2 most important parts in my life right now. And my weekends are always full with both. And if not, I would be seeing my beloved nasty nephew and play with him & his Ben10/Autobot/BumbleBee/IronMan Figurines. He sleeps with me at night. And I woke up around 4AM only to realize that his feet is on my face.
8. My company doesn't pay me enough. But I guess it's okay because I've been playing Farmville during my leisure time at work. Sometimes, I go to the office during weekends; first to do my work, second, to harvest my farm.
9. I don't have enough confidence to be like Zee Avi. Sometimes I do feel that I am out of place.


Well, that's the ONLY thingS that forbid me from being what I want to be. Hahah.. okay la kan.. baru sembilan things... hehehhe...

My dream life is to stay at home and jaga anak =)
With my own business to run

So I think I need to work towards that goal...
To own a business, you need money
To get money, you need to work
To work, you need to wake up everyday and pull your ass off of bed
To wake up every morning, you need a shelter
And I am paying a bloody RM500 every month for my rent
So how the hell am I going to save up????


The richer gets richer, the poorer gets poorer.
Have you heard about that?

Should I or should I not?

Hmmm....
Kenape eh kene macam nih? I do not ask for this. Well, of course nobody would ask for this.

Baru balik dari Taiping =)

Tak suke duduk KL. It's packed andd stuffy.
I went to Rembau 2 weeks before.
I went to Pangkor the weekend after.
I went to Taiping last week.


Life is short, make loads of funny faces peeps!

XOXO
Gossip Girl

Da balik from treasure hunt di Pangkor...

For some reason....

HAI MANLOK!

Hahahah.... mangkuk betul...

Today, Black Eyed Peas is performing at Sunway Lagoon with regards to the Arthur's Day worldwide celebration. There are only few locations that have been selected for this purpose, I can't remember where. Malaysia is one of them.

But I am stuck here in Taiping, with nothing but Jack Black to cheer me up. What a way to spend my Friday night!!! Luckily, the stupid movie was stupidly exhilarating. It's a dumb movie but it's nice to watch as you don't have to think so much. You may just want to remember about the history during zaman2 Nabi dahulu kala. Just don't take it seriously, or else....you would get burnt in hell.

Good night everybody. My long holiday will be over tomorrow. Mama is going to cook gulai ikan kering yeayyyy and I'm going back right after lunch. Hopefully I won't get too sleepy.

See ya!

It's Raya time again!!!

It's been 3 times that I have celebrated Raya after I came back from the States. Meaning.... I have given 3 times duit raya to my relatives. Woww..that is quite an accomplishment despite the amount of debt on my credit card! Hahaha...

I wasn't looking forward for Raya. I am more keen on the long holidays rather than the Raya mood and meeting the family. Today is 3rd Syawal. Amazingly, I loveeee meeting the families...it's the annual gathering that you do once a year. This is the only time when you get to update each other and gossip! Yeah, I didn't even know that my cousin lives at Taman Tun and she is married to a rich Tengku. Mom told me that she is very generous and she supported her mom's surgery last time. I am pretty sure that it'd cost more than 10K. And yet, she and her family is very humble and friendly. The whole family is driving to Penang to celebrate my auntie's 50th anniversary... That's cute, isn't it?

My other auntie also lives in Taman Tun nowadays...hehe, probably because she's bored in Taiping so she just stays in KL & Taiping alternately. She invited me over to visit and overnight at her place cos she's living there all by herself. Nice, now I have more place to overnight in KL. My other auntie, dad's youngest sister, didn't come back cos her family is in Syria. Her son is studying there so the whole family decided to celebrate Raya there instead. My uncle is sick and have difficulties to walk. He's a big man, and now relying on the tongkat to help him walk. Apparently, he has problems to control his bladder. Perhaps it's the medicine that he consumed. Hmmmm....

My other uncle pulak loves to do the family tree chart. He compiled all the details during the open house. It seems funny but when you traced back to where u are originally from, it's actually cool!!! And so, I am the descendant of the great Long Jaafar, the man who found the first tin mine in Tanah Melayu. Folk's tale told us that we received the surname Wan from the Sultan because our great great great grandfather was a good man. Hence, the Wan was inherited up till now.

I would love to keep my surname though I remember hating my name when I was a little kid. It has a deep meaning to the family. It gives us a sense of satisfaction and we are proud to carry that name. Tapi macamlah aku tau sape aku nak kawen kan???? Eh, macamlah aku kawen pun kan???? Haihhhh......