I feel like updating this blog more often. I don't know why. Maybe after becoming a stalker to a fren's blog makes me want to write more. My boss and my colleague are out for market visit in Jalan Silang. Meaning I can go back early today... yippie yayy yayy....!!!

Sayang is also on leave today, so I am going to drag him for a movie.. if possible. But he's meeting his friend now, discussing about a big project. Hopefully it's going to be alright! Can't wait to meet him and ask him on the outcome.

Anyhoo... I thought that I am having H1N1 so I went to see the doctor today. I do not have any voice since last night, and my coughing hurts my throat so much. The reason I suspect that I got the H1N1 is because my sister just came back from UK, so I thought it must be the disease... but the weird thing is that they are okay je... no signs of H1N1 pun... hahah... I must be damn scared about the disease then...

Yesterday, my boss texted me asking me about Bangkok during Raya. He is planning with our team member and was wondering if I want to come along. My boss will go there with the family while my friend will surely bring a girl along. So I am hoping that I can go with my Sayang.... The air ticket is about RM250 - RM300... but but... it's during Raya laaa..... I can't go... haiyaaaaa..... But the idea of going vacation with your boss is usually not good... but this migrant team is actually different. We always talk about other things than work... which I found very amusing. Sometimes, people don't like to mix between their work life and their private life. But this team is very different since we work as a team, and get screwed as a team too... Now our partner in crime is leaving us to the other team, I am sure my boss and I will feel lost without him around... someone that we always helped during his 'pak-to' moments. Heheheh.... yes, he never close the deal with any women. Haihh.. don't know how to teach him anymore lar....

I will be on leave Thursday - Monday. Going to Penang with la familia... And I shall off my phone and tell everyone that I will be out of the country so they can't reach me. Hahahah....

I miss student life....

I was stalking at one of my friend's blog with a lot of pictures in it. I used to read the blogs and admire all the post but it was way back in the States.

Syioknye kan to live in NYC - the city that never sleeps....

And to go jalan-jalan whenever you want to and wherever you want to....

Oh God... I miss States....

You see.. when people break up, they tend to find their other half's replacement. This is done in order to get over the sadness and the broken hearted-ness. In a way, it's true. Been there, done that. You call it "rebound".

In short, you need someone to talk to and someone to hold on to.
Don't lie.
Everyone needs someone to whisper their dreams to.

Masih kangen......

I feel like dying....................

My boss's wife is very creative! Please look at the below website.

http://whitedaisykitchen.blogspot.com/

You may put your order directly to her or you can ask me.

Thanks,
Zeti

Remember when I said that I don't want to write anymore?




I just can't....




I fucked up big time.
REAL BIG!

And I am deeply sorry about everything. I do not want this to happen, nor do I want anyone to get hurt. Trust me... if I can turn back time, I'd back off and let everyone live their life happily.

I believe things happened for a reason. Mesti ada hikmah kan? Aku tau aku bukan budak baik yang alim, yang selalu di sisi Mu... Aku bukan alim, warak, cukup sembahyang tu kire sangat2 mustahil bagiku... tapi aku bersyukur yang Dia masih sayangkan aku. Sekurang-kurangnya, aku tahu, aku ada satu tempat untuk aku mengadu dan bercerita... bila-bila masa... kat mana-mana pun aku berada... kerana Dia Maha Penyayang...

Aku hanya mintak mereka memaafkan aku.